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“I am sad. I am sad all the time and the sadness is so heavy that I can’t get away from it. Not ever.”

NotOK

I have so much I want to say and I can’t say it.  It’s impossible to put how I’m feeling into words which are understandable to anyone who hasn’t ever felt what I’m feeling right now.  Words such as overwhelmed, sad, empty, broken … none of them convey how I truly feel yet all of them are how I feel …

… magnified by a squillion-trillion and with so many more words thrown on top.

[this isn’t a pity post and nothing bad has happened … i simply came here to write and the motivation disappeared in a flood of tears … this week has been a bundle of private tears and public smiles, all of which has left me exhausted … i just need a virtual someone to virtually know because I have to be big and strong with real people … nothing else to see here, thanks for listening]

1 Comment

  1. I hope the sadness is short-lived! Don’t forget to be good to yourself! You do deserve it, you know!

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